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Painting by Albrto Hedman (1980).

Oh life’s mysteries, oh green hope don’t leave me, oh eternal faith stay with me, hey my sweet voice flight-flight, take me with u to distant places that they call Iran, to the soil where my roots grew and remain, to the house of my mother, to the room where my father is waiting for her (daughter) Dana, in the presence of my brother and their eyes waiting for me.

My eyes r cloudy, pulverous, my heart heard a bird’s song, a twitter that called and alerted me.
Today a tall green tree said hi to me, and the greeting of its younger leaves were sweet like honey and made me feel at peace.
Kallio’s roses held me today and their scent transported me back home.
Today, the tiny red radish at  Lidl  told me to buy them.
Today the wind wanted to carry my scent with itself to my land and home, to the woman that carried me inside for 9 month and gave birth to me, and caress her face with my scent, maybe she can hide my perfume in a small glass and rub it on her face every day, maybe my scent will stay with her for eternity, yes, forever.
I wish i could fly wherever i wished, without a body that doesn’t need a passport, visa and immigration service, that giant evil.
Ah Finland hit me with a cancel-permission stamp, i wish Finland to love me, i wish Finland would see me,  i wish someone would call out for me and say that I exist, whether no-one knows my name.
i am, although in Finland, but i am.
iam , I exist, in the name of GOD.

 

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Don’t leave me my song, stay with me oh my musical instrument
Don’t leave me ah oh my gem, stay with me, the only secret I own
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Don’t leave me my world, my Iran, my meaning
Ox tongue, oh saffron, rose water
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Don’t leave me, warm arms of my mother, stay with me sweet leader Baba
Oh star, sky, red resembling a petal
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Stay with me green grass, don’t leave me, oh myself and i
Nightingale don’t stop singing for a moment, not even seconds, don’t leave me sweet talk
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Don’t leave me carpet home, oh Gebbeh, with plain and field
Ruby pomegranate palate’s friend, Persian all my poetry

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