“Walking, walking, walking I go looking for freedom, hopefully I will find my way, so I can keep on walking.”
Victor Jara (1932-73), Caminando, caminando
September 11 marks the 50th anniversary of the bloody coup that overthrew Chile’s democratically elected President, Salvador Allende. Finland’s small but active Chilean community has organized a number of events this year to commemorate the day that awakens in many mixed memories.
Angel Barrientos, one of the 182 refugees who came to Finland from Chile in January 10, 1974, is the first friend I made of this group in the early 1980s. His sister, Silvana, who lives in Coquimbo, Chile, is on the front cover of the book, “Whistling under the snow,” published recently about the Chilean diaspora of Finland.
The Chilean community of Finland is remembering the 50th anniversary of the terrible coup that was made possibly by Henry Kissinger and the Nixon Administration. The book, “Whistling under the snow, edited by Adrián Soto, commemorates those difficult years. It is the first one published on the Chilean refugees in Finland.
Angel Barrientos. Source: YouTube.
How do 50 years change a person’s life in a new home country?
“Adapting to my new home country was a long process marked with different phases,” he said. “After all these years, I feel more at home in Finland than in Chile.”
Angel admits that when he visits Chile, he feels a bit out of place.
“I have difficulty understanding what young people are saying,” he continued. “The language changes rapidly and there are new slang words. I speak to youths, and they just look at me perplexed. trying to understand what I am saying.”
First years in Finland
Just like any person who has been torn violently from his home country, the first years of adaption are rarely easy. For example, Angel says that when he arrived in Finland, it was in winter with -15 °C compared with +26-27°C in Chile, where it was summer.
“Our countries are so different,” Angel said. “At first, the food was a shock and the language was difficult. Even so, I felt human warmth at demonstrations by young people where the Chilean flag waved. There was a lot of solidarity for our cause.”
While the following anecdote isn’t mentioned in the book, cultural misunderstandings could be comical. Finland is well known for its “Ykkösolut,” a low-alcohol beer. A group of Chileans at a bar thought it was the strongest because it had the number “one.”
“They drank and drank that beer, but there was no affect,” said Angel many years ago.
Angel Barrientos during younger days at the Turku Museum Center. Photos: Adolfo Vera.
“Finland gave me a lot. I was able to form a family, have four children, and study to become an interior architect. One of the most important things that this country gave me was peace and a safe space. In Chile, there is always that doubt that they would have probably even killed me like they did to so many. My father and sister were arrested by the authorities.”
Angel mentioned that in November 1973 he snuck into the Finnish embassy in Santiago, where there were 24 others seeking refuge. Tapani Brotherus , a hero for many Chileans, was Finnish ambassador to Chile (1971-76).
“Getting into the Finnish embassy grounds was difficult and easy,” Angel continued. “Some of the guards [Carabineros] at the embassy chose to look the other way while other guards were monsters.
He mentioned that those guards that looked the other way probably wanted to help them.
Homesickness
For many, dealing with homesickness forms part of the process of adapting to a new homeland. How hard homesickness hits one depends on the person.
“The first 10-15 years I thought about returning to Chile,” said Angel. “After ten years, such a move is difficult because you have established a family and children are anchors. I went back and stayed six months in Chile, but it was impossible.”
Finding work that paid enough to live off was one factor that shattered Angel’s hopes of living in Chile.
Even if the over 180 Chileans that fled the dictatorship were a heterogeneous group with different political ideologies, Angel admits that everyone attempted to live in harmony.
Kati Vera is one of Angel’s four children. Having lived the first years of her life in Finland, she later ended up in Canada where she studied to become a graphic artist.
“I am very proud of my father and all the Chileans that became refugees [due to the Augusto Pinochet dictatorship],” she said. “Being multicultural is a gift that permits you to see the world through different perspectives. For that, I am grateful to my father and mother.”
Beautifully story of a great friend and a wonderful person. I had the opportunity to meet Angel in Finland at the very beginning of his arriving in Helsinki. We studied together at the Taide teollinen Korkealoulu . Those hard times will never be forgotten, we will have those moments for ever in our hards.
Gracias amigo, siempre es novedosa y difícil la vida de estudiante, y sobretodo en un país tan lejano en el idioma y en su cultura, pero que al poco tiempo empiezas a valorar su cultura. También tuve la suerte de conocerte al estudiar juntos. Así es la vida, nos junta pero también nos separa, pero seguimos siendo amigos como antaño.